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Title: Unexpected Circumstances
Suggested
Rating: for young
adult and older readers
Category: action/adventure, Daniel/Janet
Setting: Season 8
Synopsis: A medical mission to a friendly planet
takes a turn for the worst.
Spoiler Warning: Takes into consideration some of the
reported spoilers for Season 8 (although that season doesn’t officially
begin for another month and a half).
Also anything from Season 1-7 is fair game.
Author’s Comments: This is SO unlike anything I’ve
ever written before. For one
thing I don’t typically do fan fiction challenges. Usually my muse doesn’t respond
well to “limitations” as set by others. But an idea for this one popped in my
head and I couldn’t get rid of it.
Secondly I don’t exactly have a flair for action/adventure. I enjoy reading and watching it, but
don’t feel that strong in writing it. Still, Meg asked so nicely that I felt
I had to try. And finally I wrote
this in first person POV – something I never do. So, all in all, this piece just feels
really weird to me. As a result
I’d appreciate (even more than I usually do) any feedback – good
or bad – folks have to share.
Special thanks to Sonia for the quick beta read. Oh, one other thing. Although I’ve set this in Season
8 who knows how it will actually fit in the scheme of that season when if
finally airs. Not that it really
matters, considering in this version of the universe Janet is still
alive. So, just suspend your
disbelief and enjoy the story.
DISCLAIMER: All publicly
recognizable characters and places (the Stargate SG-1 stuff) are the
property of MGM, World Gekko Corp and Double Secret Productions. This piece of fan fiction was created
for entertainment only and no infringement on copyrights or trademarks was
intended. Previously unrecognized
characters and places, and this story, are copyrighted to the author. Any similarity to real persons, living
or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author.
Challenge
Requirements:
1. The prominent ship pairing must be
Daniel/Janet. Other ships have
their own fics... this is for Dan&Jan. Whether they're just discovering they
have feelings for each other throughout the fic or they're already in a
relationship is up to you.
2.
It must fit into the category of action/adventure, at least to some
degree. (There just aren't enough of those for Dan/Jan)
3.
At least the majority of the fic must be set off-world. Where and why is up to you.
4.
Have at least one previously established enemy from the show in the
story somewhere. Which one and
what they're doing is up to you.
5.
No permanent character death (though if the enemy is destroyed, that's
a-ok).
6.
No NC-17 content.
UNEXPECTED CIRCUMSTANCES
- by
Michelle Lunsford (May 2004)
‘I’ve
got a bad feeling about this’, I said grimly to myself as I rose to
follow the Jaffa.
As we
moved from the small cargo hold to another part of the ship I glanced around,
looking for anything that might be a clue regarding our whereabouts. Unexpectedly my Jaffa guide halted and I nearly careened
into him.
‘Oh
my – he really towers over
me,’ I thought, and a fresh wave of fear surged in my stomach. But then I felt the reassuring
presence of my companion as he stepped beside me. I glanced up at him. He returned my gaze, offering what I
knew was meant to be an expression of encouragement and confidence. But I could detect the hint of worry
lurking in those eyes. Swallowing
hard, I tried to force my fears aside and returned my attention to our
captor. I watched as he pressed a
device he wore on his hand. And
as the transport rings engaged I wondered once again how we were going to get
out of this mess.
The
mission to P3R-221 had been straightforward enough. SG-1 had made initial contact with the
planet – which the natives called Vecca – several months ago and
found a people who, though not technologically advanced, possessed an
extremely rich and diverse culture.
It was also discovered they had sufficient quantities of both Trinium
and Naquadah as natural resources and so efforts to establish trade and
communication had been made.
Then a
virus broke out in the capital city.
The Veccans requested assistance and I was sent with a medical team to
do what we could. SG-1 had
accompanied me at the onset, but as things progressed and my team and I got
the outbreak under control, they returned home. Only Daniel remained behind, taking
advantage of the opportunity to study the Veccan culture and history in more
detail. The situation had reached
a point where the local medical staff was able to handle it and I’d
ordered my team to begin packing so we could also return.
And then
it happened.
Without
warning a fleet of Goa’uld gliders attacked the capital. It happened so fast – I’m
still not sure how it all came about.
There were people running everywhere, screaming and shouting as the
blasts rained down on us from the air.
Within seconds the scene was one of utter pandemonium. I vaguely remember Daniel attempting
to bring some kind of order to the situation but even the local leaders were
beside themselves, giving in to their fear by responding in chaos. We decided to head for the Gate,
urging whoever would listen to follow.
We did manage to make it to the Gate with a sizable congregation in
tow. Daniel dialed and got the
wormhole engaged but only a handful of people had stepped through before a
glider spotted us and opened fire.
People
fled immediately, running in all directions. Thomason – one of my med techs
– had been standing at the top of the steps, hastily helping people through
the Gate when he was hit, but I’m fairly certain I saw Lieutenant
Anderson make it through. I only
hope he was able to warn General O’Neill and the others. Maybe reinforcements can be sent, to
fight back against the Goa’uld, or at least to provide enough cover
fire to get more of the people through the Gate. Or if nothing else groups can be sent
to help deal with the aftermath of the attack.
Of
course, not that such potential assistance is likely to do me and Daniel any
good at the moment.
If I didn’t
know better I’d swear that glider had singled us out. We’d fled to a more secure
position near the Gate, but it managed to spot us and after fairly
obliterating everything else in the area it hovered at our location,
effectively pinning us in place. A swarm of Jaffa had arrived seconds later and Daniel
and I were taken prisoner. They
hadn’t told us anything. In
fact, they’d barely spoken at all, other than to order us to follow
them with the clear instruction that any attempt at escape would be met with
a hasty shot in the back. They
momentarily separated us, and managed to squeeze us into a couple of gliders,
from which we were flown to a transport ship in orbit around the planet.
We were
locked in a small hold area with one of the Jaffa.
Daniel and I tried to talk briefly, to assess our situation, but the Jaffa kept telling us to
be silent – a message we finally took to heart when he enforced it with
a shove from the butt of his weapon to the back of Daniel’s knee. I felt the ship go into hyperspace at
one point, so I have no idea where we are now. However, it was just moments ago that
we exited hyperspace and were transferred from our make-shift prison to this
ring platform.
I heard a
loud noise and a bright light flashed.
Blinking several times to get my vision back in focus, I wondered if
that meant the rings had disengaged.
My suspicion was confirmed when I realized our surroundings had
changed. I noticed that Daniel
was also taking in our new environment.
He momentarily caught my eye and mouthed, “I think it’s a
mother ship”. But then our
lead Jaffa
was moving again and the sensation of a staff weapon pressed between my
shoulder blades told me clearly enough that I should follow.
‘Not
exactly the most cheery décor,’ I noted, observing the dim
hallway. The minimal lighting
cast odd shadows across the floor as we progressed. The rhythmic cadence of our captors
rang in my ears, mixing with echoes of what I suspected were troops of Jaffa marching on guard
patrol in other parts of the ship.
Despite my growing apprehension I followed my military training and
focused on our route – one left, two rights, another left, onto a lift
where we went up two levels and then a final right before arriving at an
entryway. The Jaffa pressed a sequence of keys in the
wall panel to our left and with a soft swoosh
the doors slid open.
This room
was much brighter, with light coming from a mixture of orbs at regular
intervals along the wall and large ornate torches burning in each corner of the
pentagonal shaped room.
‘And
yet,’ I considered silently as I stepped into the room, ‘this feels even darker than the rest of the
ship.’ A window filled a
sizable portion of one of the side walls and I caught a glimpse of the star
field outside. I also saw a
seating area that could have passed easily for a throne. The only other permanent fixture in
the room appeared to be a small dais on which sat some type of console. Various digital maps and what looked
like technical readings were being projected above it, leading me to believe
it was some type of control center.
Three other Jaffa
stood guard in the room, but the man standing at the window with his back to
us was clearly the one we’d been brought here to see.
“The
prisoners, my lord,” our lead Jaffa
announced, bowing on one knee.
With
deliberate slowness the man turned around. He was tall, but not remarkably so,
with dark hair and eyes. His
features were sharply cut and he bore a well manicured mustache and goatee.
‘Under
different circumstances, I’d probably consider him quite
attractive,’ I thought.
“Ah
yes,” the man smiled insidiously as his eyes fell on us. He began to close the distance between
us and it seemed as if every step oozed arrogance. “Doctor Daniel Jackson –
although the last time we met I believe it was Yu’s manservant, Jarrin,
was it not?” He paused, his
demeanor indicating he wasn’t really expecting an answer. “At any rate, it is a pleasure
to see you again, Doctor Jackson.”
I turned
my head slightly to catch Daniel’s reaction. He met the man’s gaze directly
and with a tone that was surprisingly insolent said, “Sorry that I
can’t quite say the same for you, Baal.”
My mind
latched on to the name – one of the Goa’uld System Lords. And if memory served, he was pretty high
on the command chain, a position that no doubt had been fortified by the
death of Anubis.
The
Goa’uld chuckled lightly in reply before turning his attention to
me. His amused expression altered
into something momentarily inquisitive before he eventually smiled in a
manner that left me feeling decidedly uncomfortable.
“Keeping
more appealing company these days as well, I see,” he commented
lightly, flicking his gaze to Daniel.
Then his eyes locked with mine and flashed with that characteristic
Goa’uld-like glow.
“Doctor Jackson, you must introduce me to your companion.”
Before
Daniel had a chance to respond I stood straight and tall and, aiming for a
tone that I hoped would come across as somewhat dauntless, said,
“I’m Doctor Janet Frasier.”
Baal took
a step closer, his eyes purposefully roving up and down my body. I fought against a shudder.
Suddenly
Daniel stepped forward, as if attempting to position himself between me and
Baal. “What do you
want?” he asked, his voice carrying a hint of challenge.
The air
hummed with tension for several heartbeats before Baal turned away. But rather than answer Daniel’s
question he merely ordered his Jaffa
to take us to a holding cell.
As before
I attempted to concentrate on our route, but we weaved through so many
different hallways – and, admittedly, I’d been rather unnerved by
the recent encounter – that I lost count of all the turns before we
arrived at our destination. Our
new lodging – such as at was – consisted of a small cubicle with
two platforms that appeared to function for either a sitting or sleeping
area. There was nothing
else. Rather than a solid door
the cell was closed by an energy beam that gave off a bluish reflection. I could see through the barrier, and
noted one of the Jaffa
that had served as escort took his post outside our cell, his back to
us. Wearily I strode over to one
of the platforms and sat down.
Daniel
walked over and knelt down in front of me. “Are you okay?” he asked
softly.
I nodded
and attempted a smile, but the enormity of our dilemma was beginning to sink
in and I couldn’t maintain the façade. Shutting my eyes I leaned back against
the wall and sighed. “What
are we going to do?”
Daniel
said nothing, but I felt his movement as he rose and then sat beside me. Then there was a gentle touch on my
arm. My eyes fluttered open as I
turned to look at him.
“I
don’t know,” he said simply.
I saw the same traces of worry in his expression I’d seen
before, but there was also a sincerity there that I found immensely
comforting. He managed a half
smile and added, “But we’ll get through this together.”
I’m
not sure why I broke down then. It could have been the discomfort I’d
experienced when Baal had unabashedly appraised
me. Maybe it was the realization
that we were captives on a Goa’uld mother ship and no one knew where we
were. Or perhaps it was the
weight of watching all those people die around me as we’d attempted to
flee Vecca during the attack. All
I know is that Daniel was there, being the kind and sensitive friend
I’d always known him to be.
Allowing the tears to fall I buried my head against his shoulder,
taking solace in the security I felt as his arms slowly wrapped around me.
^ *
^ * ^
* ^ * ^ *
^ * ^
Several
hours had passed. My brief crying
spell seemed to do me good, the emotional release providing an opportunity to
regain my balance. Our situation
didn’t look any better, but at least I was more determined now to
– as my dad always used to say – hang tough. Daniel and I discussed our
circumstance at length. Rescue
was unlikely, unless by some miracle someone had been able to trace where
we’d been taken. Escape
might be possible, but without having any idea where we were, we didn’t
have any clues as to where we’d escape. In the end we decided to try and find
out what information we could, and be on the lookout for any potential escape
opening – deciding that escape into the unknown was preferable to
remaining captive.
Daniel
attempted, for a while, to get information from our Jaffa guard. But either the shield barrier was
soundproof – which we seriously doubted – or else he was
pointedly ignoring us.
“You
want to give it a try?” Daniel asked, after several failed attempts to
engage the Jaffa
in any dialogue.
I
shrugged. I wasn’t sure how
to go about it, but at least it would give me something to keep my mind
occupied. “Sure,” I
replied. I stood, taking the
opportunity to stretch my legs a bit.
I started to make my way towards the shield, but before I could even
formulate what I wanted to say another Jaffa,
carrying a medium sized box, suddenly appeared from around the corner. He motioned for us to step back and
then pressed at something on his belt.
The shield flickered a couple of times, then went out completely. The Jaffa stepped through. He pressed at his belt again and the
shield engaged.
“Lord
Baal has requested your presence at his evening meal,” the Jaffa announced without
preamble.
Daniel
glanced at me, his expression wary.
“Not your typical Goa’uld standard of hospitality,”
he said.
The Jaffa moved toward one
of the platforms – never turning his back to us, I noted – and
placed the box there. Opening it
he pulled out a pair of women’s slippers, followed by what appeared to
be some type of cloth in a deep burgundy color. He sat the slippers on the platform
beside the box and then tossed the other item at me.
“You
are instructed to wear this,” he said evenly.
Looking down
at the mass of cloth in my hand I began to unwrap it, and discovered it was
– surprisingly enough – an evening gown. I held it up, noticing the rich feel
of the fabric and what I was sure would be an all too revealing cut to the
bodice. A sensation of dread
began to build in the pit of my stomach.
Perhaps
Daniel had an inkling of what I was thinking because he suddenly said,
“I don’t think so.”
The Jaffa answered by
engaging his staff weapon.
“My master was most insistent,” he said coldly. Looking directly at Daniel he added,
“My lord also stated that your presence at the meal was not necessarily
essential.”
“It’s
okay,” I assured, laying a hand on Daniel’s arm, although
I’m not sure whom I was trying to convince – him or me. He looked
at me, and I could see the conflicting emotions in his eyes. I nodded, hoping it was a gesture of
reassurance and said, “We’ll get through this together,
remember?”
He held
my gaze for a few more seconds before finally nodding as well. “Together,” he repeated,
his voice tight.
I glanced
around, recalling the sparse accommodations. I fixed the Jaffa with a pointed look. “And where, exactly, am I
expected to change?”
The Jaffa said nothing.
Sighing
heavily, I glanced at Daniel again.
“Would you mind?”
He nodded
in understanding, turning his back to offer what cover he could. I turned around also, but not before
noticing that Daniel had also opened up his jacket, holding the sides out to
provide additional screening.
Despite the circumstance, I couldn’t help but smile a little at
that.
‘Leave
it to Daniel to be chivalrous at a time like this,’ I said to myself.
As I
changed into the dress my mind momentarily pulled up a scene from that old
Indiana Jones film. ‘Doubt
I’ll have any luck getting my host drunk tonight,’ I noted,
rather sarcastically. Still, it
was enough to remind me that I’d need to be on my guard, watching for
any opportunity where I might be able to play this ridiculous scenario to our
advantage.
The dress
wasn’t a perfect fit, but it was close enough. And the top was not nearly as
revealing as I’d feared.
However I did discover a rather high slit in the skirt that I’d
failed to notice before. I did
not look forward to the sensation of exposure
I was sure to experience once we were in Baal’s presence. I muttered a word of thanks to Daniel
as I stepped from behind him and reached for the slippers. Sliding them on I found they were
comfortable enough, and I considered myself fortunate I’d not been
given some torturous pair of heels instead.
As I
turned around I caught sight of Daniel watching me intently. I was unsure how to interpret his
expression. It almost seemed to
be an odd mixture of concern and fascination. But he glanced away quickly, mumbling
something to the guard about our being ready to go now.
‘What
was that all about?’ I wondered, falling into step behind the lead Jaffa. But, not wanting the peculiarity of
the moment to distract me, I pushed the thought aside and attempted to
mentally prepare myself for what was ahead.
We were
escorted to the same chamber as before, but a small table had been set up in
one corner.
‘Well,
the table may be small,’ I noted to myself, ‘but they’ve
definitely gone big in
style.’
Everything
was plush and ornate, from the linens and place settings to the food
itself. The table was low, with
several cushions situated around it.
I groaned inwardly as I imagined attempting to get up and down from
the floor in this dress.
‘No
doubt that was all part of his plan,’ I thought angrily, allowing the
ire to feed my courage as I glanced around to find our host.
Baal was
sitting in his throne, dressed in simple but elegant black and golden
robes. He rose to greet us and
smiled that oily smile I remembered all too well from our first encounter.
“Welcome! I’m delighted you could join
me.”
“As
if we had a choice,” I shot back, a little surprised at my own
vehemence.
Daniel
took a step closer to me and I had the fleeting thought that perhaps he was
trying to warn me.
Baal
chuckled, his voice resonating in a deep Goa-uld baritone, and fixed me with
a feral gaze. “But you
always have a choice, my dear.”
I
didn’t answer, knowing it would be pointless. ‘Sure, I have a choice –
if you want to consider death as a viable option.’
“Come,”
Baal continued, waving a hand towards the table. “You must be hungry.”
I glanced
to Daniel, silently telling him that I would follow his lead. He gave a slight nod of reassurance
and began moving towards the table.
I followed, my mind again ruminating over just how I was going to sit
down into something that approached a comfortable position without exposing
any more bare skin than was absolutely necessary. As we drew closer I noticed the table
was actually triangular in shape, which meant there was no way I was going to
be able to completely avoid having to sit beside Baal. Then as I watched Baal take his
self-appointed place I instinctively knew he was going to hold out a hand to
offer me assistance.
‘This
just gets worse with each passing second,’ my inner voice bemoaned.
Abruptly
Daniel stepped ahead of me, positioning himself to my left as he reached the
table first, his hand already reaching for my arm to help me sit down. Immense gratitude welled inside me and
I could have flung my arms around him in a suffocating bear hug right then
and there. But, considering our
present situation, I simply offered him a fleeting glance instead. I managed to situate myself, with my
legs curved slightly to my side so that the length of the dress covered
them. Daniel waited until I was
settled before taking the last empty spot.
Baal
picked up a dish that looked as if it contained some type of large, steaming
vegetable. “I trust you
will find something here to your liking,” he said, passing the dish
toward me.
I caught a
whiff of something sweet and spicy and felt a distinctive tightening in my
stomach. It had been hours since
I’d last eaten. But my
wariness hadn’t eased up, so I simply glared at him in response.
“I
assure you that none of it is poisoned,” Baal commented, retrieving the
dish and spooning out a portion onto his own plate. For added measure he sliced off a bite
and put it in his mouth.
“Why
kill us before attempting to get information from us first, you mean?”
Daniel quipped from his side of the table.
Baal met
his gaze, his mouth caught somewhere between an amused smile and an irritated
frown. “I must say that the
information I’ve been privy to regarding the infamous SG-1 always
purported that O’Neill was the impertinent one.”
Daniel
didn’t even flinch.
“I’m just doing double-duty since Jack’s not
here.”
I waited,
not sure if I should be amused or perturbed about this little
tête-à-tête.
“I
see,” Baal said at last, passing me the dish again.
I took it
this time, serving myself a sample of whatever it was.
“And
how is the good General doing these days?” Baal asked as we continued
to serve ourselves from the variety of foods.
“Oh,
you know Jack,” Daniel replied.
It he was the least bit rattled by the fact that Baal had knowledge of
O’Neill’s recent promotion then he didn’t show it.
I smiled
to myself at the way he’d chosen to be purposefully vague. But I also wondered how long before
Baal would grow tired of this little cat-and-mouse game.
They
traded barbs a couple more times and then nothing more was said for a
while. I busied myself with
sampling the items on my plate, taking advantage of the meal since there was
no way to know when we might get to eat again. I also surreptitiously attempted to
study the room in more detail.
But I didn’t feel I’d gleaned anything of value from the
exercise. I didn’t have a
clue about how to operate any of the Goa’uld technology, and since my
knowledge of astronomy is quite limited, the stars outside the window told me
nothing regarding our location.
“As
distasteful as I find it to do so,” Baal began after the long silence,
“I believe I must acknowledge my gratitude to you and your little
group.”
Daniel
and I both looked at each other in perplexity before turning our gaze toward
our host again. ‘What is he
up to?’ I wondered.
Baal
smiled. “With the defeat of
Anubis, I remain relatively unchallenged among the System Lords.”
“Glad
we could help,” Daniel replied sarcastically.
‘Maybe
a bit too sarcastically,’ I
thought as I watched Baal lean forward slightly, his smile growing more
sinister.
“Perhaps
you would assist me further by providing information of precisely how you
defeated Anubis,” he said.
Daniel
practically snorted.
“Sorry. I
can’t do that.”
‘But
of course you can,’ I thought to myself. ‘You can tell him about the
Antarctic outpost, and its connection to the Lost City.’ I opened my mouth to actually tell
Daniel something to that effect, but a slight buzzing echoed in my head
before I could form the words. A
couple more heartbeats passed before I realized what I’d been about to
do.
‘Where
did that thought come from?’
I wondered with a growing sense of apprehension.
Baal was
speaking again.
“Don’t be so hasty, Doctor Jackson. I’m aware that your expertise
isn’t necessarily in weapons, but I’m sure you can tell me more
than you realize.”
It felt
like a haze was forming in my mind.
I glanced at Daniel. It
looked as if he’d been about to fire back with another smart remark,
but then he too had paused, as if reconsidering.
“Some
type of alien technology, perhaps?” Baal added, his tone strangely
hypnotic.
My mental
haze was thickening and again I had a strong desire to answer Baal’s
question. Reflexively I shook my
head to clear it.
‘Something’s not right here,’ I screamed at myself. Truly worried now, I looked to
Daniel. His mouth was clamped
tight, his eyes closed in unmistakable concentration. ‘He’s fighting it
too,’ I realized.
“What
have you done to us?” I demanded, turning my attention to Baal.
But he
simply replied with another inquiry to Daniel. “Then again, maybe you’d
rather give me the code that informs your people to deactivate your Gate
iris?”
Immediately
the combination of numbers and letters I’d memorized before our recent
mission flashed into my head. I
had an almost overwhelming urge to speak them aloud. ‘Concentrate!’ I ordered
myself, fairly biting on my tongue to keep from revealing the code.
“Whatever
you’ve done,” Daniel said, his voice obviously strained,
“it’s not going to work.
We won’t tell you anything.”
This time
Baal actually laughed. “Oh,
your bravado does amuse me, Doctor Jackson.” He leaned back slightly, his demeanor
one of utter arrogance.
“But I have plenty of time.
Now I ask you again, what type of weapon did you use to defeat
Anubis.”
With each
question Baal posed it was becoming more difficult to fight against blurting
out the answer. I didn’t
dare break my concentration long enough to look at Daniel again. But I was sure he was still fighting
against the same thing I was.
‘You have to think,
Janet,’ I told myself.
Perhaps if I could figure out how Baal was doing this, it might give
me a clue about how to fight it.
Struggling
to focus my thoughts away from Baal’s inquiries, I replayed everything
that had happened to us in the past half-hour. When the answer finally dawned on me
it was so blindingly obvious that I wanted to hit myself for not considering
it sooner.
“The
food!” I exclaimed.
“It may not have been poisoned, but you put something in the
food.”
Baal’s
attention, which had been primarily focused on Daniel during this
inquisition, turned to me.
“Ah, my dear doctor – as intelligent as you are
beautiful.”
“What
is it?” I asked. Whatever
the drug was, he’d eaten the food too. It was probably a long shot, but if he
would tell me something about the drug then maybe I could figure out how to
combat it. “Some kind of
truth serum?”
“That
would be telling, now wouldn’t it?” he replied. “But fortunately I took the
antidote before our little meal this evening.”
I latched
on to whatever I could to keep him talking instead of asking more
questions. “So
there’s an antidote, then?”
Baal’s
eyes bored into mine as he asked, “Can you tell me the code that deactivates Earth’s Gate
iris?”
His voice
seemed to wrap around me like a soft, warm blanket and again the code
appeared in my mind’s eye.
‘No, no, no!’ I
pleaded with myself.
‘Don’t say it!’
Suddenly
I became aware that Daniel was softly whispering something. For a moment I was seized with
fear. ‘Oh no,’ I panicked. ‘He’s giving in –
he’s going to reveal something.’ But as Daniel’s voice grew
steadily louder I discovered that whatever he was saying wasn’t in
English.
I picked
up one or two words, realizing it was in Latin. Then I recognized a bit in German. The next part was unrecognizable, but
definitely one of the harsher languages.
‘Russian, perhaps?’ I considered, taking advantage of this
new puzzle as an opportunity to fight against the lure of Baal’s
queries. I began to notice there
was a steady rhythm to Daniel’s murmurings, and then it hit me. ‘He’s saying the same
phrase, over and over again, but each time in a different language.’
Well, if
that could keep Daniel fighting against Baal’s truth drug, then maybe I
could use it to fight as well. Pouring all my concentration into the
effort, I closed my eyes and listened to Daniel’s steady mantra. And as I zeroed in on the sound of his
voice, slowly the barrage of Baal’s questioning grew less and less
seductive.
Eventually
I became aware that the room had grown quiet again. I opened my eyes and saw that Daniel
was staring at Baal with an unmistakable look of defiance. His brow was still furrowed slightly,
from continued concentration, but otherwise he appeared calm and confident. Baal, for his part, gazed back with a
stone-cold expression that did nothing to ease my concern.
Several
strained seconds of silence ticked past before Baal eventually broke into one
of his unsettling smiles again.
“I wondered if you would be able to fight against the drug I
used,” he said, his eyes never faltering from Daniel’s. “Most intriguing. No doubt you will continue to interest
and amuse me before I no longer have need of you.”
Daniel
didn’t reply, but I caught the slight way his body tensed. Yes, Baal’s comment had been an
obvious threat, but I suspected Daniel had way more of an idea than I did
just how bad things could get before this was all over.
“But
for now,” Baal continued, “we are finished. You may go.”
Daniel
didn’t waste any time in getting up. He was already offering his hand to
help me up as well when suddenly one of the Jaffa who’d been standing guard
thrust the end of his staff weapon between us.
“I
meant that you may go, Doctor
Jackson,” Baal said, turning his attention toward me. His expression became blatantly
predatory as he added, “But I am not yet ready to dismiss the company
of your friend.”
I fought
against a rising sense of panic and reflexively turned to Daniel, sending out
a silent plea for help. But Daniel’s
attention was fixed on Baal. He
was practically shooting daggers at the Goa’uld, his fists clenched at
his side and his entire body rigid.
The look I saw on his face sent a momentary shiver up my spine.
“No,”
Daniel said. There was an icy
tenor to his tone that ratcheted the already obvious tension in the air up a
couple of notches.
For a
moment Baal merely returned Daniel’s steady gaze with an unreadable one
of his own. Then he arched one
eyebrow slightly and said, “Trust me, Doctor Jackson, it will be much
easier if you do not remain.”
Daniel
shook his head adamantly.
“If Janet stays, then so do I.”
Baal
responded with a somewhat dramatic sigh.
“Very well – if you insist.”
With the
slightest flick of his hand Baal gave a signal and two Jaffa were immediately at Daniel’s
side. Each one grabbed an arm and
roughly jerked him over against the wall.
“No!”
I shouted. I rushed to get up and
nearly got tangled in the skirt of my dress. I felt a vice-like grip on my arm and
realized that Baal had me.
“Let
me help you, my dear,” the Goa’uld purred at my ear as he lifted
me into a standing position.
“No,”
I cried again, struggling to pull from his grasp.
“Now,
now,” Baal continued, holding me fast. “You may want to reconsider being
quite so combative.”
The
subtle warning cut through my growing trepidation and I froze, meeting the
cold eyes of the Goa’uld who stood in front of me.
“You
see,” Baal went on, “as long as you cooperate, Doctor Jackson
will come to no harm.”
He suddenly
stepped aside and I saw that Daniel had now been strapped to the wall at his
wrists with his arms raised slightly above him. His mouth was gagged. The two Jaffa still stood nearby, but now one of
them held some kind of stick, about a meter long, with a double-pronged head
on one end. I wasn’t sure
what the device was used for, although torture seemed a fair bet. Reluctantly I met Daniel’s eyes,
unsure what I would see there.
There was a sense of desperation, and perhaps even a touch of
fear. But most of all I saw anger
– cold, hard anger.
‘Hold
it together,’ I told myself.
‘You can do this.
You have to do
this.’ Taking a deep
breath, I turned to face Baal, and asked in as steady a voice as I could
muster, “What do you want?”
“Only
to ask a few questions,” he replied with a smile.
I
swallowed. ‘Why do I get
the feeling that’s not all he’s got in mind?’ Mentally steeling myself, I pulled
back my shoulders and thrust my chin forward slightly. “Okay. What’s the first
question?”
Rather
than speak again, Baal just stared at me. Then, with an agonizing slowness, he
purposefully circled around me. I
could feel his eyes on me, but forced myself to stand firm. After making a complete loop he
paused, leaning in slightly.
“What
were you doing on Vecca?” he finally asked.
Well, at
least that was a question I could safely answer. “Offering medical
assistance.”
Baal
nodded, as if he’d already known the answer. He moved to circle me again, but
stopped on my right side and reached out to run a finger deliberately up and
down my arm from shoulder to elbow.
“And
why was Doctor Jackson there?” he questioned, moving again to repeat
the process on my left arm
“Studying
their culture,” I replied.
The purposeful invasion of my private space was already beginning to
disturb me, so I reached for a bit of acrimony as a means of fighting against
it. “That is one of the
things archaeologists do, you know.”
Baal
chuckled slightly. “Of
course,” he said, his tone colored with amusement. He leaned closer, and I felt the heat
of his breath against the back of my neck as he asked, “And where was
the rest of SG-1?”
From the
corner of my eye I saw Daniel struggling against his restraints. “They were not on this
mission,” I answered, offering at least a partial truth.
Baal was
standing behind me when he suddenly grabbed both my arms, effectively pinning
them against my side. He pulled
me against him, his mouth brushing against my ear as he continued the
interrogation. “Then
surely, when you and your medical team planned to return to earth, you would
need the recognition code so that your Gate’s iris could be
deactivated.”
‘So
much for the safe questions,’
I mused, feeling my apprehension start to stir again.
Without
warning Baal wrapped one arm around me, at the level of my shoulders. It resulted in freeing my arms, but I
was still trapped against him.
“What is the code?” he calmly inquired.
“I
don’t know,” I lied.
Baal must
have given some sign to his Jaffa
because the guard immediately touched the edge of his stick to Daniel’s
side. My worst fear was confirmed
as I watched a strange orange-yellow light appear to illumine Daniel’s
entire body, and his scream of pain was only partially muffled by the gag in
his mouth. It lasted only a few
seconds but felt as if it played out before my eyes in an eternity.
“Let’s
try again, shall we?” Baal taunted as he slowly caressed my hair. “What is the recognition code
that deactivates the iris?”
My eyes
were beginning to sting with tears as I continued to look at Daniel. He was sagging against his bonds now,
his breathing labored. But he
managed to raise his head, meet my eyes and give a slight shake of his head
as if to say don’t reveal
anything.
When I
failed to respond, the Jaffa
hit Daniel with the stick again.
“Stop it!” I cried, thrashing against Baal to no
avail. “I told you I
don’t know.”
Baal
pulled my hair aside and slowly began planting light kisses along the line of
my neck. It was as if he was
becoming aroused by watching this torture unfold. I tensed, gritting my teeth in anger
against his manipulative violation.
I glanced
at Daniel again. Even though I
knew it would be hurtful to see him, slumped in his restraints, I thought it
might also fuel my anger so that I could endure what Baal was actually doing
to me. But to my surprise I saw
Daniel was pulling with all his might against the straps that held him in
place, a desperate fury burning in his eyes.
“The
code?” Baal whispered against my ear.
“I
don’t know,” I bit out the words, filling each one with all the
rage I felt.
Daniel’s
body writhed and he screamed as they hit him a third time.
And then,
all at once, it stopped. The Jaffa with the torture
stick stepped aside while the other guard reached up to unfasten
Daniel’s bonds. As he fell
to the floor Baal unexpectedly released me. Reflexively I spun around, bringing my
hand up in what I intended to be one powerhouse of a slap. But he anticipated me, and grabbed my
arm before I could carry through.
“Beautiful
and feisty,” he commented,
his voice laden with fascination.
“You are a most impressive woman, Janet Frasier.”
“Leave
her alone,” Daniel called from where he still crouched on the
floor. His voice was weak but there
was no mistaking the challenge in it – and it earned him a swift kick
in the side from one of the Jaffa.
After a
few more heartbeats Baal finally let go of my arm. Without a second thought I hurried to
Daniel’s side. Not knowing
if Baal would keep us here longer, or return us to our cell, I wanted to give
Daniel a cursory examination to determine how badly he’d been
hurt. But he patiently pushed
away my attention and made to stand up.
I helped as best I could, positioning myself so that he could lean his
weight against me. But again he
neglected my offer, determined to stand on his own.
The two Jaffa continued to hover
nearby and moved in even closer as Baal approached us.
“I
will allow you to return to your cell, for now,” he said, his voice even. His eyes flashed once as he added,
“But make no mistake – this has only been the beginning.”
As his
eyes fell on me I involuntarily took a step backwards. “However, there is no reason why
our future encounters need be so… unpleasant,” he said softly. He reached up toward my face and I
took an additional step back, only to encounter the wall. And then Daniel was standing in front
of me, completely blocking me from Baal’s view.
“Don’t
ever touch her again,” Daniel said. His voice was low, barely above a
whisper, and there was an edge to it that I’d never heard before.
For a
moment I feared Baal would strike out against us again, but he simply turned
away. “Take them to the
holding cell,” he barked over his shoulder, and then strode out of the
room.
^ *
^ * ^
* ^ * ^ *
^ * ^
We were
unceremoniously deposited back in our cell. Daniel had insisted on making the trek
back without any assistance, but as soon as the force field barrier was
engaged he heavily slumped to his knees.
I immediately
transitioned into doctor mode and knelt beside him. “Are you okay?”
He
managed a slight nod. “Been
better,” he quipped, wincing as if even speaking was painful.
“You
need to lie down,” I instructed.
It
wasn’t easy, but between his tenacious effort and my assistance we
managed to make our way to the sleeping platform. Daniel eased down onto his back, his
eyes closed, and I settled on the edge of the platform beside him.
“Let
me check for injuries,” I said, reaching to cautiously touch his side.
“I’m
okay,” Daniel replied, pushing my hand away.
“I
thought I was the medical doctor here,” I scolded, a little perturbed
at his resistance.
Daniel
sighed. “This isn’t
the first time I’ve experienced the particular joys of a Goa’uld
pain stick,” he said. His
voice was still strained but there was no mistaking the hint of sarcasm. “While it does hurt, a lot, it doesn’t seem to do any
serious damage. I just need to
rest.”
I was
about to launch into a more stern reprimand when his eyes slowly opened and
he fixed me with a look so intense that I felt my heart skip a beat.
“At
the moment,” he said, his voice soft, “I’m much more
concerned about you.”
I
blinked, not entirely certain how to take his comment. Sure, I knew Daniel cared about me
– as I did him. We were
friends. But something in his
tone had struck me, and unbidden the images of him struggling against his
restraints earlier rose in my mind.
‘Why had he fought against them so hard?’ I found myself
wondering.
“I’m
a little rattled,” I finally admitted. “But I’ll be okay.”
“Are
you sure?” he pressed, still holding my gaze.
I nodded,
suddenly unable to say more.
Fortunately it must have been enough to reassure him because he nodded
as well and his eyes fluttered closed.
A few
seconds of silence passed before Daniel spoke again. “I’d never forgive myself
if he’d hurt you,” he whispered.
The
confession touched me deeply but I also knew Daniel was prone to taking
entirely too much responsibility for things that weren’t his fault.
“Daniel,
I appreciate your concern,” I said sincerely. “But let’s keep things in
perspective here. You were
strapped to the wall, for goodness sake.
There wasn’t anything else you could have done.”
He looked
at me again, his mouth open to reply.
But he hesitated, and eventually gave a slight nod instead and shut
his eyes.
I
momentarily closed my own eyes, taking a deep breath to calm myself. Baal’s torture had been disturbing
enough, and I knew my emotions were still taut from the experience. But Daniel’s comments
weren’t exactly helping matters.
As I let the breath out slowly a new thought came to me. ‘Could it be that Daniel
considered it much worse to watch how Baal had toyed with me, compared to
what was inflicted on him by that pain stick?’ Maybe in my current state I was
jumping to conclusions, but his words and demeanor both seemed to indicate
something like that. I quickly
pushed the notion aside, knowing I wasn’t prepared at the moment to
follow where such thoughts might lead.
Forcing
myself back into my medical persona, I observed my patient. Daniel’s breathing was more
regular now, although his face still showed lines of tension. Despite his assertion that he was okay
I knew I’d never be satisfied until I’d checked him in more
detail.
“I’m
going to take a look at your side,” I said, using my best no nonsense
tone. This time he didn’t
push me away.
There
were some burn marks, where the stick had made contact, but they appeared to
be mild. Not that it mattered
– I didn’t have any means of treating them anyway. There were no other visible signs of
injury and a cursory examination indicated – as much as I could
determine without other equipment – that there hadn’t been any
internal damage. His pulse was a
little irregular, but that was to be expected. I made a note to check it again in a
few minutes to see if there was any change.
I
remained by his side as the moments ticked past, periodically checking his
pulse. To my great relief it was
slowly becoming more regular, and eventually I could tell he’d drifted
off to sleep. I watched him a
while longer, marveling – as I’d done countless times before when
he’d been restricted to the infirmary – how regardless of the
circumstance he always managed to look so peaceful when sleeping.
‘Oh
Daniel,’ I thought silently, ‘what are we going to do?’
I’d
certainly been on my share of missions since being at the SGC, and while I
wasn’t quite the solider that
Sam was I still felt fairly confident in my level of training and
abilities. I’d even made a
point – especially since that incident with Hathor all those years back
– of keeping myself in better shape and more up to date on things like
self-defense and weapons. But
this was the first time I’d been in a situation like this, and there
was no denying that it had me on edge.
‘The fact that Baal has taken such a liking to me,’ I
reflected with a momentary shudder, ‘certainly hasn’t made it any
easier.’ As I gazed down at
the man sleeping beside me I knew that a majority of the reason I’d
been able to hold up thus far was because Daniel was here. Sure, he didn’t have the same
kind of training as O’Neill or Teal’c, but he’d definitely
picked up a few tricks for survival during his time with SG-1. And I knew that he’d do
everything in his power to keep me safe.
His
comments from our recent exchange echoed in my mind. In the stillness of the moment,
looking at his serene features, I found I could not so quickly dismiss the
thoughts I’d had earlier.
‘Am I imagining things?’ I asked myself. Daniel had a rather protective nature
when it came to people he cared about, so perhaps this was just an extension
of his personality, possibly amplified because of the dire nature of our
circumstance. But a little voice
in the back of my mind kept niggling at me that there was more to it than
that. On impulse I began to think
back on everything that had happened to us. ‘Actually,’ I considered,
‘he’s been doing the protective role since the moment we were
captured on Vecca.’ In
fact, he’d been down-right hovering over me at times. Strange that I hadn’t really
noticed it before.
‘But
if it really is something more than
his typical protective nature,’ I wondered, ‘then why is it
showing itself now?’ As my
mind ran down this new track of consideration I came to two basic
conclusions. One, if this was a
legitimate emotion on Daniel’s part then it was something entirely new,
perhaps brought on by the danger we faced. The second possibility was that
he’d actually felt this way for some time and the danger we faced
– or maybe even that truth drug he’d consumed during dinner
– had brought it to the surface.
‘Or
maybe I’m just going crazy,’ I thought sardonically. Weariness settled on me and I rubbed
at my eyes. Daniel was deep in
sleep now, and although a part of me thought that at least one of us should
probably be awake while we remained in Baal’s custody I knew I needed
to get some rest too. Quietly I
made my way over to the other sleeping platform and stretched out on my
side. With one last look at
Daniel, I closed my eyes and willed myself to sleep.
^ *
^ * ^
* ^ * ^ *
^ * ^
I woke,
feeling terribly stiff and uncomfortable. For a moment I wasn’t sure where
I was, not to mention why I was dressed in some ridiculous evening gown. But as I blinked my eyes, pushing away
the fog of sleep, it all came back with unwelcome clarity. I glanced across the cell and saw that
Daniel no longer was asleep on the other platform. Turning my head to look around I found
him sitting at my feet. He was
gazing straight ahead and his arms were linked casually across his chest.
“How
long have I been out?” I asked.
“I’m
not really sure,” Daniel replied, his voice low. “You were already asleep when I
woke up. It’s difficult to
have any accurate sense of time, but I think it’s been several hours
since we were brought back to our cell.”
I sat up,
wincing as my muscles protested at being in the same position for too long, and
noticed that I had an SGC military issue jacket draped across my shoulders.
Daniel
must have picked up on my awareness of it because he said in a somewhat
sheepish tone, “I thought you might be cold.”
I glanced
over and saw that he was watching me closely, seemingly a little unsure.
I offered
a small smile in response to his thoughtfulness. “Thanks,” I said, handing
the jacket back to him.
“No,”
he shook his head in the negative.
“Keep it.”
Well, I
wasn’t cold, and I figured Daniel probably knew that. But the jacket would cover my bare
shoulders and at least make me feel a little less conspicuous in my
attire. I figured he knew that as
well. Meeting his eyes, my smile
deepened in acknowledgement of his offer.
Slipping
the jacket on I said, “I guess it would be too much to hope that there
had been some change in our circumstance while we slept?”
“Looks
like we had a guard shift change,” Daniel replied pointing at the Jaffa who stood
outside. “But that’s
about the extent of it.”
Suddenly his features broke out in a most amused grin.
“What?”
I asked, looking around to see what had so unexpectedly become a source of
entertainment to him.
“Sorry,”
he muttered, attempting to hide his smile. “It’s just that it’s
a little big on you.”
Glancing
down at myself I found I had to fight back a grin of my own. The shoulder seams of the jacket hit a
good two inches down my arm. The
sleeves were bunched up, but still my hands were nearly covered by the length
of them, and I had a sneaking suspicion that when I stood up the edge of the
jacket would reach about mid-thigh.
“I
guess you’re right,” I replied and began rolling up the edge of
one of the cuffs.
“Here,
let me help,” Daniel offered, reaching for my arm. His manner was still one of amusement
but as he leaned in slightly I began to suspect it was partly for show. “We need to get out of
here,” he whispered, his tone very determined.
“I
thought we already discussed this,” I whispered back, curious about his
quick shift in demeanor.
“There’s no where to go.”
“Doesn’t
matter,” Daniel answered, continuing to work on the sleeves. He momentarily met my gaze. “I don’t trust Baal
– we have to act, and soon.”
‘Well
of course you don’t trust him,’ I thought silently. ‘He’s a
Goa’uld!’ Aloud I
said, “I don’t trust him either, but why the sudden
urgency?”
He
finished rolling the last cuff but didn’t pull away. “I can’t explain it, but
something tells me Baal was just playing with us earlier. He won’t be that way the next
time.”
Something
in Daniel’s behavior told me he knew what he was talking about,
although to my memory he’d never been an actual captive of Baal’s
before. In fact, none of SG-1 had
– except for O’Neill, and that had happened when Daniel had been
ascended.
“Daniel,
this… sense you have – could it possibly be related to a memory
from the time you were ascended?”
He
hesitated before answering.
“I don’t’ know.” He shrugged. “Maybe. I just know it’s something I
feel very strongly about. Baal
will bring us before him for questioning again, and he won’t stop until
he gets the answers he wants. And
if by any chance he has a sarcophagus on board this ship…”
He
didn’t need to finish the thought for me to understand just how
horrible that outcome would be.
“I’m
also not sure that he wouldn’t separate us,” Daniel added. His eyes locked with mine as he
confessed, “And I really don’t want to think about what that
could mean.”
I nodded,
not quite sure if the tingling sensation in the pit of my stomach was because
Daniel’s statement implied what Baal might do if he had me alone, or
rather how Daniel might respond if that happened. “Okay. Do you have any kind of plan?”
“Sort
of,” he answered. He
glanced over to the guard outside our cell. Although it appeared he couldn’t
hear us, Daniel leaned in a little closer and kept his voice low. “I was thinking about how we got
here. I’m not nearly as
good at figuring this stuff out as Sam is, but based on how long we were in
transport I don’t think we’re terribly far from Vecca.”
I was
guessing that terribly far was a
relative distance in this case.
Still, I didn’t understand how it could matter. Whether Vecca was a couple miles away,
or a couple thousand light years, how were we supposed to get back there?
“The
transport vessel on which we were brought here is capable of hyper
travel,” Daniel went on.
“I think we should try to get to it.”
I stared
at him incredulously and it was all I could do to keep my voice from raising
loud enough for the guard to overhear.
“Are you out of your mind?”
“Probably,”
Daniel admitted, his expression no less resolute than it had been
before. “But it’s the
best I’ve been able to come up with.”
“Okay,
supposing we can get out of this cell,” I began, “do we even know
where the transport ship is?”
Daniel
nodded. “I have a pretty
fair idea. I’ve been paying
attention to our route, and this particular ship is laid out much like all
the others I’ve been on.”
Admittedly
I was impressed. But that was
hardly the least of my worries.
“Alright, so what if we actually make it that far – never
mind there are apt to be guards everywhere between here and there, plus on
the transport itself – do you have any idea how to get to Vecca? Do you even know how to fly the thing?”
This time
Daniel’s expression faltered, revealing some of his uncertainty. “I think I can. Teal’c has taught me a little,
and I’ve actually had some experience in other situations.”
His less
than confident tone certainly didn’t reassure me, but I knew none of
that really mattered. He was
right. We needed to get out of
here, and we needed to do so now.
Chances were we’d never make it, but considering the possibility
of additional torture at the hands of Baal – or worse yet, more of his
sexual advances – I was beginning to think that death was a much more
acceptable alternative.
Unexpectedly
Daniel reached for my hand.
“Janet, I know this won’ be easy. But I’d rather die trying to get
us out of here than sit back and wait for Baal to do something far
worse.”
That odd
sensation that more feeling was behind Daniel’s words than he was
revealing pulled at me again. But
rather than try to push the notion aside this time, I mentally reached for
it, drew it in, and pulled it around me like some kind of shield. “Okay.” I squeezed his hand in reply. “But we’re doing this
together. Just tell me how I can
help.”
Daniel
glanced toward the guard again before returning his attention to me. “I’m not sure, but I think
the ship might be in the middle of its night cycle. There’s only been one guard the
whole time…” He took
a deep breath, and I wondered if he was somehow attempting to settle his
resolve. “Can you help me
with a little diversion?” he asked.
Willing
up my own courage I met his gaze straight on and nodded. “Let’s do it.”
Without
warning, Daniel grabbed at his stomach and fell over onto the floor in a
heap, wailing in pain. I picked
up on his idea instantly, jumping down beside him as if in a panic.
“Guard!”
I shouted. “I need
help!”
The Jaffa had already spun
around at the sound of Daniel’s outburst, but he hesitated as he took
in the scene before him.
“He’s
suffering from a seizure,” I yelled in my harshest medic’s
voice. “Get in here
now!”
I saw the
guard’s hand move toward the device on his belt that would deactivate
the shield barrier, but he still seemed unsure of how exactly to act. Fixing the Jaffa with the hardest expression I could
muster I barked at him again, “Or do you want to be the one to tell
your master that his prisoner died while you stood by and watched?”
That got his attention. As the Jaffa responded I leaned over Daniel and
whispered in his ear, “He’s coming.”
The Jaffa wasn’t
careless, I had to admit. He left
his staff weapon outside the cell, but kept one hand close to the zat gun in
its holster at his side. And no
sooner had he stepped inside our cell than his hand pressed the device to
bring the shield up again.
“Get
over here and help me hold him down,” I ordered. ‘Quite a performance,
Daniel,’ I thought to myself as I struggled to hold his shoulders flat
against the floor. To the Jaffa I added, “If
we can just get him still for a few seconds, then I can help him.”
Very carefully I watched the Jaffa
from the corner of my eye. As
soon as he knelt and reached for Daniel’s feet and legs I let go of
Daniel’s shoulders and sprang to the side.
It
happened faster than I ever would have expected. Somehow Daniel managed to get in a
kick to the side of the Jaffa’s
head, throwing him off balance.
The next instant Daniel was on his feet, running head long toward the Jaffa even as the guard
struggled to get back up. They
both fell to the floor as Daniel plowed into him, but that’s when I saw
my opening. Reaching in between
the tangle of arms and legs I grabbed for the zat gun, nearly shouting in
triumph when I felt my fingers close around it.
“Daniel
move!” I bellowed, barely
waiting long enough for Daniel to roll off his opponent before I activated
the weapon. The characteristic
twang of the zat echoed in the room.
The guard twitched for several seconds and then all was silent.
‘Well,
except for the pounding of my heart,’ I observed.
Daniel
threw me a look and smiled.
“Good work,” he complimented, a little breathless from the
attack. Reaching down he
unfastened the Jaffa’s
belt and pressed the device as he headed for the doorway. Once we were both outside he made
certain the shield barrier was back in place and grabbed the Jaffa’s staff
weapon. “This way,”
he instructed, and took off down the hall.
I
wasn’t certain if it was luck or fate that seemed to be on our side,
but we encountered very little enemy movement as we made our way through the
ship. When we did run into a
group of Jaffa,
we were warned well in advance because of their excessively loud marching,
and thus always managed to duck behind some crevice before being discovered.
“Shouldn’t
be much farther,” Daniel called softly over his shoulder as we made
another turn in the hall.
‘I’ll
take your word for it,’ I thought to myself, keeping close to his
heels. As far as I was concerned
every corridor looked the same, and we’d been making so many turns that
I was beginning to think we were going in circles. We were nearing the end of this
particular passageway when Daniel suddenly halted and I nearly plowed into
his back.
Very
cautiously Daniel peeked around the corner. When he pulled his head back again I
heard his sigh of resignation.
“I thought luck was being a little too kind to us,” he
murmured under his breath.
“What
is it?” I asked, keeping my voice low.
“The
ring platform is being guarded by six Jaffa,”
he replied, turning to look at me.
I
swallowed hard and met his gaze.
“I’m ready,” I said.
Daniel
paused, and for a moment I thought he was going to say something. But in the end he simply nodded. “On three?”
“On
three.”
With one
final nod of affirmation he slowly and silently mouthed out the
three-count. When we stepped
around the corner I focused all my attention on taking out the enemy. We did have the element of surprise,
and two of them fell before there was much of a response. I repeatedly fired my zat and heard
the steady discharge of Daniel’s staff weapon beside me. But then the answer came and we were
both dodging staff blasts from the guards. Two more Jaffa fell, and then a third. I was beginning to hope we might
actually make it when I suddenly heard a yelp of pain to my right. Instinctively I knew Daniel had been
hit, but I forced my training to carry through and aimed for the final guard. He hadn’t even fallen before I
spun around and saw that Daniel was lying on the floor, clutching at his arm.
“Daniel!” I ran over and knelt so fast I nearly
fell beside him.
“It’s
not bad,” Daniel insisted through gritted teeth.
“I’ll
be the judge of that,” I replied.
“Let me have a look.”
“You
can play doctor when we’re off this ship,” Daniel shot back. His tone was a little harsh but he
looked at me with an instant expression of apology.
I knew he
was right – we needed to get out of this corridor – so rather
than argue I helped him to his feet.
We positioned ourselves on the ring platform, but before activating it
I had a thought.
“Wait,” I said, stepping away from him. Not bothering to explain I simply
aimed my zat and fired off several shots. Within seconds all six Jaffa bodies were gone.
“Good
thinking,” Daniel said. His
voice was tight, and I knew he was fighting against the pain, but he still
managed a slight smile.
As the
rings activated I felt a momentary twinge of panic. ‘What if where we’re
ringing to isn’t the transport ship after all?’ But we arrived safely, and a quick
look around showed there were no Jaffa
present inside. I helped Daniel
into the pilot’s seat and made a survey of the rest of the ship while
he began to prep the engines.
“No
sign of any other Jaffa,”
I said after I’d finished my check.
Daniel
didn’t reply, but that was no surprise considering the pain in his arm
and his concentration on getting the ship started. I plopped down in the other seat,
watching him and silently willing for our success. When the ship finally lurched forward
I nearly fell out of my chair.
“Sorry,”
Daniel murmured.
“No
problem,” I answered, settling back in to the seat and gripping the
armrests significantly tighter than I had before.
The ship
lurched again, but this time there was something distinctly different about
it.
“I
was afraid of that,” Daniel said, bringing up what looked like some
kind of map on the console in front of him.
Unfortunately
I’d already guessed what had been the source of that last sudden
movement. “Was that enemy
fire?”
In answer
there was another jolt to the ship and several streaks of yellow laser fire
shot past the canopy.
“Yes,”
Daniel replied. “I’ve
got the shields up now, but they won’t hold for long. I’m going to program a quick
jump, just to get us out of here, and then try to figure out where to go from
there.”
That
didn’t exactly sound safe to me, but the alternative was definitely
less appealing. “Anything I
can do to help?” I asked.
“Just
hang on,” Daniel answered, and without further warning I felt an
intense acceleration as the star field outside the canopy became a mass of
swirling blue. Within a few
seconds there was the opposite jerking of sudden deceleration and the stars
came into focus once more.
“I
don’t remember hyper jumps being that abrupt when we were on the
inbound trip,” I commented.
“Sorry,”
Daniel apologized again.
“I’m afraid that has more to do with my piloting
skills.” He worked at some
of the controls on the console and another map came up. “Yes! I was right,” he exclaimed.
“About
which part?”
“Vecca,”
he replied. “I should be
able to input the coordinates and make the jump – it’s not that
far.”
The
transition to hyperspace was no less jarring this time, but at least I was a
little more prepared. “How long?”
I asked. When there was no
answer, I glanced over and saw that Daniel was practically slumped over the
console in front of him. I
quickly moved to his side and eased him back in the seat.
“Don’t
know for sure how long,” he answered, “but I’ve got it on
autopilot for now... should be okay until we jump back to real
space.” His speech was
getting slow and somewhat slurred.
“Let
me check your wound,” I said, carefully inspecting his arm. There was an area about four inches
across that looked painfully charred, but for the most part it appeared the
blast had just grazed him. I ran
a hand through my hair in frustration.
Other than see to it that he got some rest, there was little I could
do for Daniel now.
“I
wish there was some way I could dress this. I’m sorry,” I said, a
little surprised to hear my voice crack.
I also noticed that my hands were getting shaky, no doubt from the
surge of adrenaline that had been pumping through my system since we’d
first began our crazy escape.
‘Daniel won’t be the only one who needs to get some
rest,’ I thought.
I felt
the warmth of Daniel’s hand as he reached for mine and slowly wrapped
his fingers around it.
“It’s okay.”
His voice was soft, even comforting, and I found myself suddenly
fighting back tears.
“I’m
sorry,” I said again, although I wasn’t really sure why. It felt as if the full weight of the
past ordeal was falling on me now and I just didn’t think I could hold
up much longer. As a tear began
to slide down my cheek I turned away, so he wouldn’t see me break down.
“Hey,”
he said, tenderly touching my chin to pull my face so I could look at
him. “You can do anything except apologize, is that clear
Doctor?” His tone was so
full of kindness and compassion, but it was the gentle teasing that finally
broke my resolve. The tears began
to fall freely and I felt him slowly tug at me with his good arm. As I settled easily into his lap I
wasn’t certain what surprised me more – Daniel’s physical
offer of comfort, or my eager acceptance of it.
It seemed
so natural to rest my head against his uninjured shoulder and to feel the
warmth of his hand as he affectionately wiped at my tears. Yes, I could detect that some small
part of my brain was calling out to me that I was treading into unfamiliar
and possibly dangerous territory here, but frankly I didn’t care. Daniel’s arm was around me as a
strong, comforting support. His
breathing, though a little shallow, was a steady rhythm that was somehow
managing to help calm the turmoil within me. There was no way to know if we were
both really going to survive this whole nightmare but at the moment
everything felt right with the world.
“I
should let you rest,” I said after a while.
“I
am resting,” Daniel replied, his voice reflecting a sense of
contentment.
I pulled
away slightly, so that I could look at him. He gazed back at me, his expression
intense but undeniably pleased. I
couldn’t really say that I saw anything in his eyes that I’d
never seen before, and yet something about this whole experience felt unmistakably
different. ‘If he’s
always looked at me like that in the past,’ I wondered, slowly
beginning to comprehend my own feelings, ‘then why have I never really noticed?’
“What
are you thinking?” he asked quietly.
I shook
my head. “I’m not
exactly sure.”
He
smiled, accepting the answer rather than pressing me for more. “Then I’ll get some
rest,” he promised.
I nodded
but couldn’t bring myself to move.
Somehow I wasn’t entirely prepared to leave the warmth of this
moment.
As if
sensing my hesitancy Daniel reached up and slowly traced the curve of my face
with his finger. “I always
thought you were a very beautiful woman, Janet,” he said, his eyes
never faltering from mine.
“And strong, determined, intelligent,
compassionate…” he trailed off, a slight smile pulling at the
corner of his mouth. “Well,
I guess the list goes on for a while.”
I
swallowed, not knowing how to respond.
His
expression grew serious as he went on.
“I’m afraid when we jump back into real space--” he
paused, suddenly tentative.
Finally, with a heavy sigh, he admitted, “The truth is I
don’t know if I can land this thing. So, I may have saved us only to turn
around and get us both killed.”
Admittedly,
this wasn’t exactly the kind of news I wanted to hear. But Daniel had been honest with me,
and that was all that mattered.
“It’s
okay,” I replied.
“I’d rather die, here with you, than be alive back on that
ship.”
The
seconds that slipped by felt interminably long but eventually Daniel gave a
slight nod and then closed his eyes, easing his head to rest against the
chair back.
“Get
some rest,” I encouraged, reaching up to brush lightly through his
hair. Then, on impulse, I leaned
forward and planted a kiss on his cheek.
When I
drew back I saw that Daniel had opened his eyes and was watching me. As I met his gaze I froze, suddenly
unwilling again to withdraw from him entirely. And so, even though I never would have
anticipated it before now, I found myself not the least surprised when Daniel
pulled me to him. When his lips
brushed against mine there was no sensation of fireworks or earth-shattering
revelation. It was a simple kiss,
sweet and warm with only the barest hint of passion beneath the surface. But something about it felt undeniably
real.
We pulled
apart by some unspoken mutual consent and as my eyes fluttered open I could
see that he was already easing back against the seat again, finally settling
in now.
“Rest,”
I whispered once more, and as carefully as I could I got up from his lap. I silently made my way to the other
chair, trying to make myself comfortable as I turned so that I could watch
Daniel. I didn’t know how
this would all come out in the end, but for the moment I was happy.
^ *
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^ * ^
I stared
at the report in my hand, wondering if this was actually the fifth or sixth
time I’d attempted to read it.
‘Not that it matters,’ I reflected with a heavy sigh. ‘I still don’t remember a
word I just read.’
It had
been a little over two weeks since I’d woken to find that I was
actually recuperating in the SGC infirmary. Daniel hadn’t been lying when
he’d said he wasn’t sure about landing the transport ship, but
thankfully the crash hadn’t been fatal. Later we learned that we’d been
found by an SG team. Several
teams had been sent to Vecca immediately following that initial attack of
Baal’s Jaffa. They’d been able to fight off
the remaining Jaffa,
and begin helping the Veccans to rebuild. Intel hadn’t really provided
anything to help them find us, although I’d heard a rumor that by the
time we finally crashed on Vecca General O’Neill was considering
sequestering a fleet of 302s – one being personally flown by himself
– to go on a manhunt.
I’d
been released from the infirmary five days ago. Daniel, who‘d suffered slightly
more severe injuries from the crash, was released a couple of days
later. We’d spoken briefly,
but otherwise had been avoiding one another. I’d detected a slight tension
between us now that had me worried.
I knew neither of us was comfortable allowing something like that to
linger for too long and I figured that sooner or later one of us was going to
have to confront the other about it.
‘I just wish I knew which one of us was supposed to make the
first move,’ I said to myself
There was
a light rap-rap at my door and, in light of my thoughts, I started. Glancing up I saw that perhaps the
answer to my question had, in fact, just revealed itself. Doctor Daniel Jackson stood in the
doorway, his manner slightly ambivalent but his expression unreadable.
“Hi,”
I offered, trying to make my tone welcoming but undemanding. “What can I do for you,
Daniel?”
He eased
a little farther inside and shoving his hands in his pockets he answered,
“Um, I just thought I’d drop by and see how you were
feeling.”
I
smiled. “Still a little
tired.” I waved a hand at
the stacks on my desk. “And
the backlog of paperwork doesn’t help much.”
That
managed to get a tiny smile from him and I felt my spirits rise a bit. ‘So far, so good,’ I observed
silently.
“Yeah,
I know what you mean,” he replied.
“I’ve been busy too.”
Something
about the way he said that made me wonder if he was making an apology. But I said nothing.
“I
was wondering,” he began, shuffling his feet slightly as he paused. I waited patiently, knowing that he
would get to it when he was ready.
After several more tense seconds of silence he finally met my eyes and
said, “I was wondering if we could talk.”
“I
think that would be a good idea,” I replied. Standing, I stepped around my desk and
sat in one of the chairs on the opposite side. Motioning toward the other one I
asked, “Why don’t you sit down?”
He
momentarily hesitated, as if considering, but eventually he shut the door
behind him and moved toward the seat.
“I’d like to explain,” he said without preamble,
“about what happened on the transport ship.”
I’d
rehearsed this scenario in my mind so much in the past two weeks that I
answered without even thinking.
“You don’t have to explain anything, Daniel.”
He arched
an eyebrow, clearly confused.
“I don’t?”
I shook
my head. “No, you
don’t. It was a dangerous
situation, and we were both under a lot of stress. Emotions were high.” I smiled, a little sheepishly, and
shrugged. “These things
happen.”
He nodded
but his expression wasn’t easing up any.
I tried
again. “It’s
okay. I’m not upset, and I
don’t feel uncomfortable about it.
I understand that we were just two very good friends, needing a little
comfort and reassurance from one another.” As I’d thought about this over
the past two weeks I’d become fairly convinced that this was the right
course to take – plausible deniability. But watching Daniel as he sat across
from me I was becoming less sure.
“I
see,” he finally said, his voice low. “Then I guess there really
isn’t anything to explain.”
He moved
to get up but I knew that things hadn’t really been resolved. ‘What if I’m wrong?’
I argued with myself. My
vacillation continued until he was nearly to the door, and I knew if I let
him leave now then we’d probably never address this issue again. “Wait,” I called.
Daniel
paused and then turned to face me, his eyes searching mine questioningly.
“Sit
down,” I invited again.
When he didn’t move I softened my tone and added,
“Please?”
He acquiesced
then and I breathed a sigh of relief.
“Why
don’t we try this again,” I offered. “And this time I’ll
actually listen to what you have to say rather than jumping to my own
conclusions.”
He was
quiet for a long time but I forced myself to wait.
“Is
that how you really feel… about what happened?” he eventually
asked.
I
considered the question carefully before answering. “To be honest, Daniel, I’m
not sure how I feel. The whole
thing has taken me a little by surprise.”
A light
chuckle escaped his lips then and he smiled. “Believe it or not, I know exactly what you mean.”
Silence
held again but it was less heavy this time. When Daniel met my eyes now I saw
traces of the same feelings I’d seen reflected there when we’d
been Baal’s prisoners.
“I
think there is some truth to what you said before,” Daniel went on,
“about what happened being between two very good friends who were
trying to help each other.”
He leaned forward slightly.
“But I also know, that for my part at least, there was more to
it than that.”
The
sincerity of his words and his gaze was a little too much for me and I had to
glance away.
“Does
that… make you uncomfortable?” he asked.
“Yes,”
I admitted, but then shook my head in the negative. “And then again, it
doesn’t.” Building up
my resolve I met his gaze straight on.
“Like I said, it’s a little surprising. But… I don’t think that
necessarily means it has to be an unwelcome surprise.”
He
nodded, and when he spoke again his voice was barely more than a
whisper. “I guess what I
really need to know is… do you want to just forget it happened, to go
on as we were before?”
‘That’s
the million dollar question, now isn’t it?’ I thought silently,
biting at my lower lip. For a
moment a sense of panic threatened to well up inside me. To consider where our relationship was
going, how it was changing, and where it would end up was just so…
overwhelming. But then images
came unbidden to my mind – the scene of Daniel, worn and wounded but
resting peacefully in the pilot’s chair of the stolen transport ship,
while I sat and watched him, feeling utterly content. Suddenly I realized that I
didn’t need to be able to see the end of this particular journey in
order to answer Daniel’s question.
I simply needed to be able to see the next step.
“No,”
I said, smiling warmly at him.
“I don’t want to just forget it happened.”
He smiled
as well and it seemed as if the tension visibly eased from his
shoulders. “Neither do
I,” he said.
I took a
deep breath and let it out slowly.
Unfortunately it did little to calm my now racing heart. “So, what happens now?”
Daniel
shrugged. “One step at a
time?” he suggested.
I thought
it over. “I believe I can
handle that.”
“Maybe…
maybe I could take you out to dinner?”
Something
about the bashful eagerness in his demeanor created a buzz of dancing
butterflies in my stomach.
“I
don’t have to work the late shift on Thursday night,” I
said. “How about
then?”
“I’d
like that,” Daniel answered.
He smiled openly then and my stomach went from butterflies to
out-and-out somersaults.
“Pick you up at eighteen thirty?”
I
nodded. “Eighteen
thirty.”
“Okay,”
he said, slowly standing.
“I’ll see you then, I guess.”
He turned
to leave but once again the little voice in my head was urging me to call him
back.
“Daniel?”
He
paused, hand on the doorknob as he turned to face me. “Yes?”
‘Why
do I feel like a giddy school-girl all of the sudden?’ I wondered as I
stepped over to him. Aloud I
said, “I never did really get a chance to thank you.”
A quizzical
expression passed over his features.
“For…?”
“Well,
everything, I guess,” I replied, shrugging slightly. “For getting us off Baal’s
ship, and especially for watching over me, and protecting me.”
“You’re
welcome,” he said, smiling again before turning to go.
‘Do
it now!’ my inner voice pleaded, and before I could even think to argue
– or lose my nerve – I reached up and, standing on tip-toes,
pulled Daniel’s face to mine.
I could tell the action caught him off guard at first, but it
wasn’t long before he responded.
Just like the first kiss, this one was undeniably enjoyable. But as I slipped my arms around
Daniel’s neck I felt some of that underlying passion reveal itself a
little more than it had before.
Warmth enveloped me as Daniel wrapped his arms about my waist and I
realized that while I’d originally intended for this to be a short and
sweet kiss I wasn’t exactly too eager to see it end just now. Eventually it was basic human physiology,
evidenced by the need to breath, which forced me to pull away.
Daniel
blinked as I gazed up into his eyes and I felt a surge of anticipation as he
smiled and said, “I’ll see you Thursday night.”
After he
left my office I fell back in my seat, a little surprised at my own
forthrightness. Then, with a
clearly self-satisfied smile, I picked up my pen, flipped the pages of my
daily calendar until I found Thursday.
In the eighteen thirty time slot I wrote dinner date.
“Until then…” I whispered aloud, turning the pages
back to today’s date. Then,
with a sigh of resignation, I picked up the file and began to read once more.
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